Bittersweet Life...

Tuesday, August 24, 2004

yes.. have not been updating. coz, for one reason, no mood. and the other reason is no time. well, tryin to sneak using the comp... juz woken up frm my onli-an-hr nap. so, kinda half-awake and half-asleep.

today, let me see wat happened. if there's anything interesting. well, e math was as usual, how it has always been. a math, wateva. sick of it.... then it was geog. gotta noe tt tmr will be like the last time we'll be having geog lessons.. coz next week is da teachers' day crap. following week is da hols... then comes the first week of the new term, which is the PRACTICALS.. and soon, the written papers roll in. recess... talked and 'brilliantly' discussed bout olympics.. and yes, esp bout the hot bods peeps. michael phelps... ian thorpe... and accordin to ali, there's another male diver, nameless. hehe... well, we were like so bimbotic. guys were all on our conversation list. hah! after recess, the most awaited subj: eng. sotongz said sth bout us kena stay back today.. and gosh, it's was like so last min, and shockin. but during the lesson, and when the lesson was over, rajan didnt give back the papers, and we didnt get any punishmts. oh well, gonna like slaughter tt squid soon. coz it was like, she burst into the class after her pathetic POA class, and was like shoutin out to me bout us staying back, when it so didnt happen. ugh. eng class is so unpredictable. coz one moment it'll be a class which u dun ever want it to end, but on the other hand, u juz would want to stranggle rajan's head off so tt she'll juz stop criticisin and we'll, at last, live in peace. rajan was nice today, and i'll predict tt tmr she'll be the total oppposite. chem was such a no-no juz now... totally sleepy. managed to get thru it though.

assembly was like so 'interesting'. dunno who lah they invited to speak abt art thingy... me and andy and ad were like in a world of our own, joking and laughin to our hearts' desire... hehe. andy sorta taught me how to pronounce da diff tones, u noe, for the chinese words,, damn. couldnt get it rite. oh well.... so tt's prac my day.. boring aint it?

have been dying to blog bout this. well, im neutral. i juz wanna give my opinion, and well, this is MY blog, so i can blog bout anything. not trying to state anything, but i juz think it's like dumb to criticise over blogs. i mean, it's like no sense at all. u wanna hurt and criticise and anger someone thru words, isnt it like sth cowardy? cant understand y there's quarrels and wars. for an instance, betrayal among classmates. how painful and hurtful is tt. and wat's more, one party is willing to compromise, but the other juz turn his/her back and try to pretend to be very hurt and casted away. it's unfair, if a quarrel happens, to juz walk away and not thinking wat's the other party is thinkin or feeling. yes, hatred leads u to do so... but wateva goes ard comes ard, dun they? i believe so. i really do. one shouldnt be so upset if the person he or she is quarrelin with is a fren of theirs. i mean, they gotta understand and noe each other really well, since they claim themselves to be frens. and honestly, dun try to over react- i am so not talking bout feli, k dearie...- if, however, the person is so ur life and death enemy, well, ignore the quarrel. tryin to fite back with someone who u dun noe tt well is useless, baseless. onli makes things worst. im not against peeps who argue to stand for themselves. yes, i admire tt, but when things get a lil overboard, it'll all be too entangled, and yay! u got urself in a fix. and im sure it isnt sth u would love.

i mite be contradicting myself at some pt, for those of peeps who noe me real well. coz i myself, gotta admit, tt i argue with ppl, esp my classmate, to tell them tt im not a person tt u can juz provoke any o-how to ur liking. but when i realised tt it was a waste of time to argue on such a baseless issue, i stop, lettein the other person bask in his own victory, which he gladly thinks he earned. u noe wat..? WATEVA! argh...

i juz feel tt, since everyone's talkin bout this crap on their blogs, this is the norm thing tt we go thru as a teenagers. when others get their paths crossed. for me, i'll juz let it pass....

Smashed into pieces at 8/24/2004 05:08:00 PM